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[Sep. 11th, 2003|04:54 pm] |
so yeah...just..yeah...i cant really...i dunno how to say what happened but i do know that yeah somethin happened...and im not saying i regret it...cuz i dont...but yeah...
so i spent the day with drew the other day..and we spent last weekend together too...it was pretty spiffy...we "bonded"...haha...i dunno what it is about him but every time we talk i just think that we get closer and closer...hes really easy to talk to and hes a really sweet person...and im really glad that i can make him feel good too...i like hearing that i can do that for someone...especially him since he went thru all that shit with fuckin slut alison...stupid whore...me and her are gonna get into it i know it...we're gonna really get into it...god shes so freakin gay...he got treated like shit...kind of like im getting treated right now...no one deserves that...some people just have a hard time keeping promises...i know someone whose done that...it really hurts...trust me...it does....and now im stuck inbetween...someone who i love...and care about insanely...and someone who is really really growing on me...someone who i really really like...and care about so much....i wish that this would be easier...some things are just really hard...ya know? some things i dont know what to do... |
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[Sep. 6th, 2003|04:49 pm] |
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i hate marching band. it was so gay last night. it wasnt too bad though...drew went...that was pretty cool...i like drew...hes a really good person and hes really nice to talk to...but me and phil are together...but he keeps doing things he shouldnt...and things he says he wont do...and thats not cool...it hurts...but i dont think he really sees that...then theres this bitch named alison who wants to beat my ass...i sent her my cell number...dont think she'll call...she sounds like a real bitch tho...not one of the people i would probably get along with...plus she hurt drew...and thats not fuckin cool...i talked to him a lot last night...we talked about a lot of things...i thot that was really cool...i had a lot of fun...hes really nice to talk to...i really like talking to him a lot and i like being around him...i smile a lot when im around him...and he says the sweetest things...and drew cut his hair...its really sad...im not gonna laugh tho i promised i wouldnt...it probably isnt that bad...hes coming over right now...ill see it in a little bit...his hair...hm..i liked his hair...but anyway...yeah...it works...so...im gonna go now...and ill write sometime later...i dont have a computer at my house...it fried...but anyway... |
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